SO, I think the South Beach Diet is more for me.

As far as dieting is going, I've switched to the South Beach Diet and started working out about 2 times a week. It's going pretty well and I actually am starting to feel better as well.

So, what's been up with me in the past month that I haven't posted?? Well, I got my hair chopped, about 6 inches. We're also getting ready to make a trip down to Florida's Walt Disney World on Easter. Why Easter you ask? Well, see it's a lovely story, really. My sister and my brother have been feuding for a month and I'm sure I see no resolution to it for atleast several more months to come. I was supposed to be hosting Easter at my house, but there's no way in hell I'm going to be in the middle of a warzone expecially at my own home...so fuck-em. We're leaving for Disney on the 20th (Thursday) and will be back the following Tuesday. I'm so excited to take the kids down because apparently they have a big Easter egg hunt at the hotel we're staying and and we're going to have Easter dinner with the characters while we're there.

Good news! Madelyn..my lovie, is POTTY TRAINED! Hooray!!! She hasn't had and accident in a week now and she refuses to sleep in pull ups. So, because she's staying dry 24 hours a day, dare I say we're done with diapers?? Hopefully.

Lucas just turned 10 months old. I can't believe my little baby is going to be a year old in two months. I can't believe I have to start planning a birthday party..it's just crazy. On Sunday, I returned the pump back to the hospital and I actually cried. It just feels like I'm giving my baby up one piece at a time. We're still breastfeeding, and will be until his first birthday but I never thought I'd say this, but it saddens me so much. I don't know if we'll have another baby again and just the thought that I will never hold my own newborn in my arms again just crushes me. I guess I'll just wait and see if my sister ever has another baby.

Speaking of siblings who will NOT be having any children, Anthony came out of the closet a couple weeks ago. We even met his..hell, what do you call them anyway...partner?!? He was a nice guy, both of them seemed to get along quite well.

Well, I hope to not go over a month again until I post. I'm at 174.5 today as far as my weight goes. I would love to be down to 168 by the time we go to Florida.